以爲幸福都可以掌握？

脆弱的我想選擇逃脫


從來沒愛過
所以愛錯？
我從哪裏起飛
從那裏降落





在這少了你的世界
找不囘那些感覺
其實我不想道別
那些過去

請你原諒我的愛錯



王力宏 愛錯

For you

Colette:
Always remember you are my best fren
although we dont really spend time chatting together
distant means nothing to us
cuz u r in my heart
i want you to knw that
u are such an important person to me

thanks for always thinking on my shoes
thanks for sending my mama mothers' day greeting

it means alot to me
=]

u are always the first one i think of when i am in trouble

appreciate evry moment with you.
I miss you


cheryl:
it looks like u are the one i always talk to =]
cuz we share the same brain><
wat u think
is wat i think..lol

ntg much to say to u
as u know i love you always!

shu wern and telly:

girls i miss u so much!
u guys always say that i am the one who cheer you guys up
now i wanna tell u girls
both of u cheer me up too

thanks to god tat i know u both
appreciate the friendship we have ya!

Amelia:
my little girl
i have been knowing you for life
talk to me when u need me
i am always ther for u!
loves and hugs


Nichole and kelvin:
loves!
thanks for always taking care of my mother
and i
i miss u both alot
take care and i will be home


BB:
dont know wat to say to you
hope that evrything will turn out fine between us
anyway
Glad that i meet you=]

thanks for all the love u've been giving kay
love you darling...>3<
waiting for you to come back to me~

想回到過去

最近
我常常變得很情緒化

總是被有的沒的
奇奇怪怪的情緒圍繞著

或許一個人在外面生活
讓我失去了從前那個快樂的自己

去年的今天
應該還在班上
和我可愛的好朋友們打打鬧鬧吧

只是過了一年
身邊所有的東西都不一樣了

生命裏面來了一些新的人
走了一些舊的人（不是真的'走'了啦）

從前的朋友
看見現在的我
還會認識我嗎？
還會認得現在的蔡佳淩嗎？

離開了熟悉的地方
來到了陌生的國度

有很多不一樣的人 要去適應
有很多不一樣的決定 要去選擇

身邊很多不一樣的因素
讓我變得不安

想逃走
因爲事情不是跟著我預備的劇情在進行

不變的定數
讓我疲乏了

好想好想
可以遇到小叮噹
用他的時光機

回去最單純的過去

The raining day

下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺 (疲憊)
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我 能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼


其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉



南拳媽媽~下雨天（lara)





怎樣的我能讓你更想念？
等待被彌補的傷痕
有痊愈的可能嗎？


一個人很累
我想回家了

Life is a bore

My life in taiwan is not as interesting as u imagined

wake up at 7
class starts at 8
class ends at 5

and
repeating the same old thing over and over again

sometimes i do think that life in malaysia might be more exotic

i can come out with my frens at nyte and yum cha
until morning

or i can at least attend sr2ScA gathering

life in taiwan
technically
in dorm
evrything is scheduled!
i need freedom~
i wan to be random~

argh
wher is the random part of chua gai lian?


i miss the old 04260~

MUAHAHAHA

i am a big fan of doraemon~
if u dont trust me

go and visit my facebook~
a test has proven evrything~

muahahaha


call me
karendora-chan

muahahaha

Beware of H1N1!!

everyone
BEWARE of H1N1

always wear a mask when u are goin out
althogh i know it is weird to wear a mask when u have perfectly dressed yourself

but hey
i think life always comes first before amything else kay!

i dont wanna to be interviewed one day by CNN
bout "how do u feel when u have realized that one of your frens is a H1N1 patient?"

NO WAY

Oops
i am not talking bout u!
touch wood><

i had ended my final term exam
which meant the first sem was officially over

dont ever ask me wat did you do for the semester break~
it hurts me><
i had two days sem break only(saturday and sunday)
and i spent these bloody "semester break" in my dorm
ToT




Oh ya
one more thing to talk about
i finally got my Twilight in ENGLISH edition!




say thanks to my roomate the shark fish lover^^

argh! i hear u!
dont say i am SLOW



one song for u guys~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8hQw7APko4

一收送比你既歌
虽然我吾知你会吾会看到

海鸣威 我的回忆不是我的

对我好
*不是你讲的
*不是言语说出来的
*不是别人去观察的
*不是去承诺的
*是我的心去感受的

从以前到现在
我都一直相信人类的关系
感情
可以是很脆弱的
这一刻
我确定了自己的想法


不要
不要认为你为一个人赴汤蹈火

他
一定会对你好

Blogging time

Dears~

blogging time

i am havin my exam NOW!(hey i have bio and chem papers tomorrow kay!this is wat i call as 生化危機)
but i am stealing part of my time to blog

this is the prove of how much i love you guys~

Busy busy busy

lols
talking bout exams in taiwan
it is something totally diff frm malaysia kc

much serious and FUNNY

the whole thing is like all of the students will be arranged to sit with diff class in the HALL
so it is actually something very official like wat we do for SPM that kind of thngs

and they even put the row number on the table u r sitting
to prove your identity
swt la ==

okay
here's the funny part
like
u know la
we will start our exam at 8:30am
so u will have to 清場 at 8:25am i guess

and u have to wait patiently for the bell to ring

the bell is juz like something very common la
sounds like deng deng....(electronic bell)
once u heard that bell ringing
it has shown tat u could start doin your paper already

apart from that electronic bell
there is another BELL　ringing at the same time

wat i'm talking bout is the REAL BELL
those which were used in the ancient time to wake ppl up when there was a fire or something urgent

lols

they will ring the bell FRANTICALLY(with emotional tempo)
to alert u that the exam has started!
lols

i mean it sounds weird to me
i bursted into laugh the first time i heard the BELL(THE REAL BELL)
wat came into my mind was
HELLO we are juz goin to have exam la~there is nothing needed to be FRANTIC about kay!

(p/s: someone commented tht i shud put my full body uniform look in my blog
after a thoroughly consideration
i have decided to put it on this blog asap~
exclusively in www.karenordora.blogspot.com)

xoxo
=]
karen chua gai lian

picture time

my class participated in a performance so the below are some of the pictures i took on that day
(ps:i dont usually make up to school except for that day kay~)




miss chua gai lian and lovely roomates after performance






who is this???haha


the following are the zoo thing~








picture in zoo with old school water pump!

darlings~

i have to steal colette's opening
one week one post~

i dont really have stories to share with u guys
juz drop by and let evryone knows that i am doin good in taiwan
although i am completely obsessed with malaysia food

my fren got back to malaysia for some personal reason
and we asked him to buy us chili sauce and also maggie mee!

cant deny that the instant noodle in taiwan is really nice~(i will bring some for u guys when i come back okay!)

but all of us
miss maggie mee alot

and yet
there is no chili sauce in taiwan~
i mean
not really *NO* lar
but is really hard to get one *NORMAL* chili sauce in taiwan

the chili sauce in taiwan is so salty
i dont know how to describe the taste
may be i shud bring one bottle of their chili sauce for u guys to try one day=]

one advicce for my friends who are about to go to study abroad
BRING YOUR CHILI SAUCE THERE!
my roomate fish
even tried to plant a cili padi in our room~
unfortunatly
it couldnt survive in this kind of weather

dang taiwan's weather
dang!!

dear~
sorry tat i am not blogging as often as i promised

cuz i am busy

told u guys i have JUZ done with my mid term exam
and sad to tell u guys
final term exam is cuming in two weeks time
crazy right~
much hectic than life in kc

lols

and yar
good luck to sr3sc with the performance for sport day kay~
i am always here for u guys~
post the clip of the performance on utube if possible kay?

i cannot believe tat i couldnt find a english novel in my school's library~
for god sake
there are only some OLD books bout philosophy in eng
others~chinese CHInese CHINESE!!!!
argh
i am dead

i need english books!any recommend??

SOS


fyi~
bck to the topic of the fragile leo

in fact
now we have 4大天王 in my room right now

thanks to guanyi
xiao qi's cactus is now named as andy~
jing's plant is jacky
and mine~
aaron~

hey
dont get it wrong
the aaron here is aaron kok who sang 對你愛愛愛不完
not our aaron selvaraju ya
haha